The landlord handed me the key and a folded sheet of paper, yellowing at the edges, with the words House Rules written in a careful, old-fashioned hand. "Previous tenant left it," he said. "I'd read it if I were you. She was here forty years." He did not say why she left. I did not ask, because I was twenty-three and had just moved to a city where I knew no one, and the rent was low, and I wanted the apartment more than I wanted the truth.
The rules were strange. Water the fern on the windowsill every third day, not every second, not every fourth. If the phone rings after midnight, let it ring. The neighbor in 4B will ask to borrow sugar. Give it to her. Do not ask what she is baking. Do not rearrange the books on the left shelf. They are in the correct order. I laughed, a little, and put the paper on the fridge with a magnet shaped like a lemon.
I broke rule one within a week. I watered the fern on the second day because I was anxious about something at work and needed to do something with my hands. The next morning, the fern had turned the color of ash. I watered it again, frantically, and it did not recover, and I sat on the floor and cried, which surprised me, because it was a fern, and I had killed it, and the rules had been so clear.
The list went to ten. I followed them, mostly, and the apartment rewarded me. The radiator, which had clanked for the first tenant, was silent for me. The light in the hallway stayed on. The neighbor in 4B borrowed sugar and returned the bowl with a cake that tasted like my grandmother's kitchen, though I had never told anyone about my grandmother's kitchen. I did not ask what she was baking.
Rule seven was: If you ever hear someone crying in the walls, do not go looking. Sit down where you are and say, out loud, "You are not alone." Then wait. Then go on with your evening.
I heard it in November. A small, hopeless sound, like a child who has been crying a long time and is tired. I was in the kitchen. Every part of me wanted to find it, to open a cabinet, to knock on a wall, to be a hero. Instead I sat down on the linoleum and said the words. My voice sounded stupid in the empty room. I waited. The crying stopped. I made dinner. I did not go looking.
I lived there for three years. I never met the previous tenant, but I thought about her often. She had written the rules in a hand that shook slightly on the later lines, and I came to believe she had learned them the hard way, one broken rule at a time, the way you learn anything that matters. She had killed a fern. She had answered the phone. She had gone looking.
When I left, I wrote the rules out again, in my own hand, adding the small things I had learned: The lock sticks in winter. The third stair creaks no matter what. The cat that visits is not yours. Feed her anyway. I left the paper on the counter for whoever came next. I hope they read it. I hope they sit on the floor, when the time comes, and say the words, and wait, and go on with their evening, and never once go looking.
This incident opened my eyes to the value of Insurance in general, so I decided to examine my personal and business insurance.
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